If it's your birthday I'm offering half-price massages!

This offer applies only to the day itself and is for massages of 90 minutes or more.

(I have been vaccinated and give massage when permitted, subject to current lockdown regulations).

Tomorrow is my last day in London for this trip, so please don't hesitate to get it touch if you are thinking of having a massage!

It's been a complicated trip to London, what with all the strange travel regulations, and on top of that some family duties. But I have been taking advantage of the city to set things up a bit for the much anticipated end of the lockdown.

I've met some lovely people who are going to let me rent their very nice massage rooms in central London, so I'll be more able to offer London incalls in the future. The rooms are warm and nicely decorated with very soft lighting, and are bang in the middle of the West End.

Plus I did some nice new pics - coming soon!

We heard in the last couple of days that two big supermarket chains in Germany will be selling affordable Corona quick-test kits very soon. So, although the government seems somewhat confused and divided over the issue, it looks like the market has stepped in. We are hoping that widely available quick-tests will make a big difference. In the case of massage, I can see no reason not to do a session if both masseur and client have tested negative that day. Of course, one wants to stay within the law, but things look hopeful. Feel free to contact me and we can see if a massage is possible.

I've noticed that when I talk to my partner about thoughts that are bothering me, it helps. It could be that one has thoughts that one is ashamed of, that one wishes one didn't have, or that one isn't quite sure about. It could be regarding any aspect of life. But simply by telling another human being about them, they stop being a secret and a burden. Most of us are rational people who want to do the best we can. We're not bad people. It's just that life is complicated. Maybe this is why Roman Catholics have confession (something I've never experienced!) - because it helps just to verbalise things in us that we're uncomfortable with.

As a Sacred Intimate I accept all aspects of the sensual life - the libido - the fantasy life - call it what you will. And I have noticed that it can be very refreshing and relaxing to be able to confess fantasies or sensual secrets to another person. My main practice is massage, but I invite clients to talk to me if they want to.

And while we're all stuck in this lockdown I'm very happy to talk on the phone if that would help.

One thing that's not generally known is that tantric or erotic massage can be used for personal growth. The combination of heightened sensual energy and a desire for change can have powerful effects.

Before the session, decide how you would like to change. For example, you may want to understand more about how you function psychologically. Or you may want to unlock a certain side of yourself - be more creative, more assertive, more connected, whatever. Take that idea to the session. Maybe tell your masseur about it. Then hold it in your mind during the session, and especially at the end of the massage.

I experienced this technique when training with Gay Love Spirit. It was in fact the core of the work: personal growth within the context of pleasure. I hardly realised while I was in the process, but looking back, it changed my life.

I am ashamed to say my photos are a year out of date! Does anyone know of a good photographer in Berlin or London?

If you are good with photography and would like a massage session, we could do an exchange. And if the photography is permitted but the massage isn't (ie, because of lockdown regulations), I could give you a rain-check.

The most popular length of massage seems to be 90 minutes, and I think this is a very good time frame. Of course shorter and longer massages are possible, but there is something satisfying about 90.

It allows me to conceptualise the massage in three sessions. The first half hour is about establishing touch-communication - a kind of touch-trust - with the client. To receive a massage we have to let someone, who may be a stranger, right into our personal space, and it is natural for a body to need some time to accept the touch.

After about thirty minutes the body has relaxed and can express what it wants and what it needs. This "conversation" between the client's body and the masseur's hands is the second part of the massage.

The third half-hour seems to be when a kind of agreement has been stuck - hopefully - between the client's body and the masseur's hands, and this is when the full, deep enjoyment of the massage takes place. The masseur now has permission to give the client the touch he needs, and has established what sort of touch this should be. This is when the client can entirely let go and deeply relax.

Well, it happened - me and everyone in my flat went down with Covid. We were lucky - it was very mild. I didn't even get a temperature. It took a while to get my strength back but now I'm fine. The city health department rang me up to release me from my quarantine and now I'm back to normal.

Actually it's a nice feeling to be on the other side of the Covid fear. Having shut down my massage practice when the pandemic started I am now considering opening again, if regulations permit. I appreciate that the science is still unclear, but I take it I will probably be immune for the next 5 months or so.

I also think that touch is important for everyone's health, so if it can be given and received without risk, that can only be a good thing!

There's not a lot of massaging going on at the moment, but we still have our needs and desires. One of the things I do is erotic mentoring, where I support people in expressing and exploring their desires and anxieties. This usually happens during a one-to-one session, but for now I would be happy to offer this kind of support online, for free. Think of it as a kind of chat you can have in which you can reveal things about yourself, or share any anxieties you may have around ***uality and your body, without being judged in any way.

For a basic immune boost, take 500mg of Vitamin C morning and evening. Then take 25mg of zinc before bed. This gives you a basic but significant boost. I find that if I do this every day I hardly ever get colds. If you find vitamin C too acidic, or if it upsets your stomach, you can get low-acidity vitamin C, for example from the British company Biocare. People are talking more about vitamin D at the moment, and clearly that is important too, but this basic C and zinc supplementation seems to be a good foundation.

Vitamin D is a bit trickier because it is possible to take too much, and then it becomes toxic, so you have to stick carefully to the stated dosage.

So I have this quite serious knee injury. I can walk, but I can't fully bend my knee. (I can massage - see post below!) The German health system is pretty good, but it all takes time. I had an MRT scan and they'll send the results to my GP. But I won't see the GP for another 10 days. I managed to get an appointment with my osteopath but it's for next week. And I'm like, this is an emergency!

I rang up my homeopath and he gave me a remedy over the phone. I took one pill and the following morning the knee was significantly better. Huge sigh of relief.

When I was young I had that skin problem that young people have. It persisted into my mid twenties. My GP at the time put me on long-term antibiotics, which didn't solve the problem and probably screwed up my digestive system. Eventually I went to a homeopath who cured the acne permanently, overnight.

I wouldn't give homeopathic remedies to a sick child, and I wouldn't *not* consult my GP if I had a serious problem. And homeopathy doesn't always work. But when it works, it works.

I got back from London the other day and my left knee had packed up. Something to do with the flight, I guess. It is slightly swollen and very constricted, although not particularly painful. A friend told me that you can cure a knee by going gluten-free, and although I like a bit of alternative medicine from time to time, I'm also realistic! I've talked to my doctor and I'm having an X-ray.

Funnily enough I have found that the injury hasn't got in the way of my massage practice. I massage on a futon, and so, with one knee constricted I have to choose positions for myself that are extra-comfortable. My massage is not about pounding muscles, it's about creating a particular resonance through touch. I communicate a kind of energy through the skin. In this case I have noticed that the more comfortable I am, the more comfortable the client is. My last client was more that satisfied! So I have learnt a valuable lesson through the injury.

I put out a shout-out on Twitter, and I was very touched when a fellow masseur, whom I haven't met, replied that he could put me in touch with a guy who runs a studio in London, which masseurs can rent by the hour. This means that I will hopefully be able to do Incalls on my next London trip. They will be, alas, a little bit more expensive than my outcalls, because there will be overheads, but I think my prices are still fairly reasonable. I know there are a couple of guys who have been waiting for me to get it together regarding London incalls - so I'm looking forward to meeting them. By the way, I have put some London prices on my personal website now. They are an estimate but I'll try to stick to them for now. My website is called embodiedtouchberlin dot com.

Today, for some reason, my Twitter account was briefly suspended. All my followers were wiped off my profile and all my painstakingly created graphics had been deleted. I wrote to ask them why, and without any explanation they replied that my account was now unsuspended. But some of the graphics are still missing.

Usually about four or five times a week I post a graphic. I take a (relatively tasteful) erotic image and extrapolate some "thought for the day" on the theme of massage, touch, tantra and all things somatic. Some of them are humorous, some quite serious. Part of the pleasure of doing it is that one works backwards from the graphic. I start with the image and then write my short daily sermon to go with it. But the reader experiences it the other way around: the graphic appears to illustrate the sermon.

You can find me on Twitter as "Gay Tantric Massage Berlin", or under the username @gaymassageBLN. If you scroll down my wall you will find some of my graphics have been removed, but some are still there.